There is literally not one person in my life right now that I would feel completely comfortable with telling them EVERYTHING that’s going on with me. I just feel like everyone would judge me or not understand. Partly because I don’t even fully understand all my feelings right now. I just can’t put them in to words, ever. I hate this. I feel so alone all the time and honestly I feel like no one really cares. So I’ll just sit here and post on tumblr and keep my fake smile on because I think it’s doing a pretty good job of fooling everyone. Bye.